i'm ok???? _-_

“Just because I laugh a lot, doesn’t mean my life is easy. Just because I have a smile on my face every day, doesn’t mean that something is not bothering me. I just choose to move on, and not well on all the negatives in my life. Every new moment gives me the chance to renew a new. I choose to be that.”

I know it seems like I'm this strong person who can get through anything, but inside I'm fragile. I had so many things thrown at me and each one has only made a crack. What I'm afraid of is shattering.

honestly the deepest of my heart i'm tired. if i could i wanna stop all the dramas in my life. but that's life. live is never flat. i will meet pain, tears, side the happiness. that's thing want or not i will through, ya just go ahead face them. i realize when i don't have problem means i dead. i have problem indicate that i'm alive.

YA YA YA I AM NOT OK. I AM NOT OK AT ALL. YA THAT'S ALL.. I'M TIRED ACTING LIKE EVERYTHING IS OK..

You look at me and think I’m so happy but there is so much behind MY smile that you will never know. AND I realize this ONE!...