CHANGES!

I knew the situation was change. I knew no matter how intense we talk. no matter hard we keep in touch. it seems different. ya we are not the same like 'us' in previous time. ya no matter looks we so close. deeper than that we have limit.
i don't have right to be jealous, i don't have right to angry at you. i don't have right to ask you anything. where you go? why you don't reply me? give time to me please look at me i am waiting you every single time. hah no, it's impossible. -_-
because i knew where is my position now. i am not your priority. i am not the one and only. everything was change. i can't return them back.

even though you always tell me, "that's life. what's God decide, that will happen"  but honestly i am not willing to let you go. i am not willing to see you with other girl (someday). i see it's process of life. to be more mature and wise. now i just need to have big heart try to be willing and accept. all the things that i faced in my life it will be nice experience and precious lesson.

ya i just need more time to do (maybe) dunno -_-